JUST 30 DAYS

Rick was such a real loving man. Even though he was hurt and upset that I was moving out, he helped me get settled and made sure I was safe. He knew that I was going to see if my heart was truly meant only for him. I could see it was all he could do to let go of me to find my confirmation that he was the only one for me even though that meant me seeing other people.

Well I only needed one date with each of the guys who I thought might possibly be meant for me. I had my answer. Rick truly had my heart. I also saw mother was doing fine on her own and thriving. She didn’t need me and I had no reason to feel like I was abandoning her. I now know this thought pattern was coming from an unhealthy mother/daughter relationship. It is one that ended up affecting me a good portion of my life. I have only in the last year come to terms with just how much.

So yes, after just one month of living back out on my own I moved back to Rome with Rick and the boys.