LOST LOVE ONES

So much was happening in my life at this current period in Savannah/Richmond Hill during the fall of 1993 to bring me to know that I had a soul and who I was but the key factor that pushed me there was the loss of three of my beautiful nieces. Deanna Ferguson age 21, Angel Williams age 16, and Tabitha Shanks age 12 all three received fatal injuries in a two car accident on Dec 27, 1992 on Old Cedartown Rd, Rockmart , Georgia.

Whew, just writing that last sentence still sends a wave of emotions through my body. It was Sunday after Christmas 1992 and the phone rang at our house in Rome on Rolling Woods. It was my mom and she was extremely upset trying to tell me that something awful had happened. I needed to go to the hospital in Cedartown there was an accident.

I still can’t really recall everything that was said to this day. It’s like there was this high pitch noise ringing in my ear and I had surely misunderstood my mother. There was no way that Deanna, Angel, and Tabitha all were dead. I just saw Deanna and Tabitha at mother’s house a few days earlier for our family Christmas gathering. Rick kept saying what is it, Wendy what is it? I didn’t know at the time but Rick had a dream the night before. Rick had premonition dreams his entire life. He had saw the girls in the car in his dream but it didn’t really click who and what had actually happened till I got that call from mother. When he was finally sharing his dream months later with me, he said he didn’t recognize Angel because it had been a while since we had actually saw her. She was my sister, Kathy’s stepdaughter. So he hadn’t been able to full understand what he saw in the dream till he heard my frantic voice talking to mother on the phone.

I don’t recall the drive to the hospital. All I really recall is agreeing to go back with my ex sister-n-law to see Tabitha. She would not except that she was actually deceased. No one would go with her so I agreed. Oh my, I honestly am not sure just what to share here. My heart is actually racing as I am typing this blog at 4:27 am Friday morning March 17, 2022. It’s been a little over 30 years but it seems like just yesterday I was at the hospital and seeing my niece Tabitha. This is definitely no coincidence. It is a divine appointment that this event is being shared now. That the time when I look at the clock is 4:27 am is not by chance either.

You see years later, like the fall of 2019 I had come to realize the number “27” was my number. I will give those full details at the appropriate time but now you just need to know “27” is a signal to me I am in divine alignment, right where I am supposed to be, doing what I have been preordained or prearranged to be doing. So this is exactly the time I was to be writing these specific details to share with you now as you read this.

It’s no mistake for you when you do read this too. There is something within you this is going to touch or activate or bring a memory or whatever to your remembrance as to where you are on your individual journey in this life. Do you have a recognition of your soul? What is the condition of your soul? What is your relationship with Source/God? Are you living your life on track with your individual calling?

So many questions and so much to be in complete understanding of. You and I and everyone on this planet are at such a crucial period in this now moment. Stop and just take stock of your life. Will you do that for me? Are you on the right path? Do you know who you are in relationship to God/Source? Are you doing what you are supposed to be?