My Writings have been my Catalyst for Healing

As I start to try to write a new blog. I look back over my past blogs and think about the period after A#2 moved out. It was right at COVID lockdowns. I was dealing with some unusual pain in my groin area too I recall. I haven’t really spoke much about my health in my recent blogs. After the car accident in July of 1999 you know I had neck and back injuries and was later diagnosed with fibromyalgia.

Some time around the period of my awakening I began to look at my health or illness differently. I had changed rheumatologist and was going to one in Rome. I had come to realize I really didn’t have any emotions. I just felt numb. I was on 90 mg of cymbalta. So I decided on my own to taper off the medication.

My rheumatologist ordered a MRI scan on my back to look at where the pain could be coming from in my groin area. A small cyst was seen and I was referred to a orthopedic doctor. Well during COVID they were doing video appointments. I honestly can’t remember all the specifics now but I was told that I might need surgery. I made a decision just to give myself time and see what happened.

During this period I learned about unprocessed emotions and how they could cause energy to get trapped in our body. I also learned about ascension symptoms. I don’t know which one the so called cyst on my spine was but eventually the pain in my groin went away. I had all kinds of body pains during this period but it was different than what I had felt before.

As I was going through my awakening I continued to write about my life from birth forward. I would write a blog and then I would give myself time to process what I had written. For example in February 2020 I wrote my blog “Detours”. This blog was about a very traumatic time in my teen years in 10th grade in high school. You can go to my website and read it if you are interested.

I didn’t write another blog till the end of May 2020. So you can see how things transpired. I didn’t really understand it then but I was actually doing a form of energy healing. You see my generation and probably yours too was taught to just push deep in, stuff our emotions deep down, and pull up our boot straps so to speak and keep on going.

We weren’t meant to live our lives this way. We are feeling beings and we should have been taught how to process our emotions and then let them go. I had lived a very traumatic life up until I came to live in my house on Maple Rd. Here is where my healing happened. Not only have I healed all the trapped emotions and trauma held within my body from my past but by processing everything I was able to clear the fibromyalgia pain and so much more.