PAST LIFE REMEMBRANCE - REINCARNATION

I had never really knew if I believed in reincarnation until I had this experience in Augusta. The moment where I saw the soldier I knew that he was me. I think it’s kinda awesome that I am sharing a major event of my awakening in my writing because it’s in my writing that I believe I brought myself to this remembrance. In the search for the truths of my life and putting my story on paper, so to say, I had opened a doorway to my true self.

If you read the previous blog you know I also saw my mom and her dad and it was shown to me that my mom had experienced sexual abuse in her childhood just as I had. So many times I have wondered about my mother’s life and tried to understand why she was the way she was. Now, everything was clear to me.

This was the most intense experience I have ever had. Sitting in the car was one thing but then we spoke with the homeowner and asked if we could just walk the back yard. I especially wanted to be near this tree I saw. The closer I got to the tree the more emotions I felt. There were so many different emotions all at once.

I was crying and it was a loud blood curdling cry. All I knew to do was grab the tree and just hug it. I needed to try to stop my head from spinning so fast. I truly thought I was losing my mind. Never have I had a déjà vu moment that was so real. Me as the white soldier standing at the tree and looking at the black man I had hung. But at the same time seeing my grandfathers face that had passed before I was born. There was this look in his eyes I had not seen in any photo of him before. My mom looked so perplexed and she was about 10 years old in this vision. I also saw my grandfather in his clan garb too. There was a seen of an outside gathering. I honestly to this day have not really explored why this particular scene was shown.

It was those events that I saw in my déjà vu moment in Augusta that brought me to myself. I was able to understand a truth that I had lived before in a different body but I was the same soul, and in the time that followed, I have learned it is the one soul that we all are.