A NEW BEGINNING - THE THIRD, THIRD

I love how the Universe works. So many times in my writing I find connections and parallels. In my last blog, I was sharing how I am beginning on a brand new journey. I believe I am now living the life I always was meant to live. Today is August 11th. Thirty two years ago today, I was beginning my marriage to James Ricky (Rick) Holderfield. The chapter of the adolescent Wendy is ending. Adult Wendy is ready to begin this New Life!

Yesterday, as I was making the drive to Atlanta to visit my eldest sister Linda at the Atlanta Medical Center, I felt like I was seeing everything in my view for the first time. The sun seemed to shine brighter and the sky had a special twinkle to it. No longer was I thinking about what I wanted to do in the future with my life but I began in my mind making a list of the steps I needed to do to accomplish my goals.

This was a brand new outlook and step for me. In the past I could feel and see what was calling me but I apparently had blocks preventing me from moving forward. I have said all along just make one step and things will begin to move but I never could see a clear path to begin to plan those steps. I have faith in myself and I am listening to my intuition.

Over the last three years I have been working on my spiritual growth/awakening and in that process, I have healed my body from several health issues. Much of what I learned in this healing process was my mental state and emotions were key in my overall optimum health. From day one of my birth in this lifetime, I was exposed to an array of emotional and traumatic life events. I had no real continual stable force in my life guiding me of course other than Source and my intuition. I had to be the adult and never fully was free to be a child. I have learned it’s extremely important to honor that inner child in my healing journey.

Yes, I chose this path before my current incarnation to learn the lessons I wanted for this lifetime. Now, it’s time to put those things into action. I know that there are areas in the teaching and support of children’s education and conscious parenting for my future work. I am excited about what is coming.

Last week I had my annual physical and everything was awesome. I only need a little extra D3 (being out in sun more is definitely on my list). At one time in the last 22 years, I was on 22 different medications and supplements. Today, I only take a multivitamin and a few supplements. No more prescriptions for this lady! I know that the next phase of optimum health is getting to a more healthy weight and being more physically active.

More than anytime ever before, I got a real wake up call yesterday. While visiting with my sister, Linda in the step down ICU unit at the Atlanta Medical Center, my health and weight were ever before me. My sweet dear sister has been battling her health ever since she too had injuries from a car wreck like myself. What began as an ankle injury that needed a fusion surgery has lead my sister to a sedentary lifestyle. Her health gradually has declined and she has congestive heart failure. I want get into the full details concerning my sisters health but I am believing for a miraculous healing for her.

My sister Linda was 15 when I was born. We have the same birthday. She always told me I was her birthday present. I believe I received a gift or a lesson from her yesterday myself. I MUST change my own sedentary lifestyle to continue on this journey of being in optimum health in this physical avatar.

I am excited about my planning for this next phase of the adult Wendy’s life. I hope things are opening up for you too. Just begin where you are and make that first step. Trust your intuition. Have faith you can be everything you are dreaming of. Our avatar/the human body is a miraculous thing. It can repair itself given the correct conditions. I am sending you my love and prayers that you too begin a brand new phase of your journey in the life you are meant to be living.