A HEALING

Tonight I thought I would write a bit. I looked back over my most recent writings as I always do before I begin to write. When I began my writings last year my goal was to write my life story and share my experiences to help others. Now, tonight it is crazy but it is almost like my memories are almost gone from the past.

I have had so many ask me how do you remember all of those details. Now, it’s like the process I went through of sharing my life from my birth to the 10th grade was enough for me to share. This might change later but for now I feel led to share from where I am today.

My goal in my writings was to help others by sharing my trials and how I overcame them. Today, I feel more like they became a “healing” for me instead. We must process the dark things in our lives and heal them. We have to let go of all those emotions that are still hidden deep inside our spirit. Our inner child that needs to be held and healed.

Over the last 4 or 5 months I have stilled my mind, spirit, and soul. I have not done much of anything but go within. I have just learned to “Be”, “Breathe”, and let my mind flow. The world outside of my home just seems to have stopped for me. Guess it kinda has with the COVID 19 quarantine.

Last year this time I was in a transition and today I feel I am on another level of transition. It’s like I have moved from one mindset to a higher one. I was more focused on fitting in with the world last year and finding my place in it. Now I am focused on my path to a higher consciousness. Also, how I can be a part of positive change for the good of all and help Gaia/earth transform to a higher state of consciousness.

I have learned so much in the last year. My mind has expanded in so many ways. It’s really hard to put it all into words. I know many might say wow she has gone off the deep end. I can remember thinking that of others before. But until we actually walk in another’s path we can’t understand and we shouldn’t judge. Really, we all have our own path and they may be similar in some ways.

The one constant is that I BELIEVE IN GOD, DIVINE, SOURCE whatever you may call yours.

I will continue to just still myself and breathe, just be and expand as the Spirit moves me. I look forward to the days ahead.

Namaste’