HEALING DEEP MOTHER WOUNDS

Last night I had a major breakthrough in a wound that I had never acknowledged but it was so clear to others.

All my life I have felt responsible for my siblings on my mom's side in some way. I am the youngest of my mothers' children. If you have ever read my blogs back in the beginning then you know after I was born my mother's life and her other children's lives changed drastically.

My mom was an alcoholic and when she was drunk almost every day for three weeks out of every month she told me it was my fault her life was so bad. She blamed me for what was clearly her choices and her mistakes.

I was a child but I felt I always knew she was wrong but my actions and emotions really believed her. I had no clue how much this has weighed on my heart and caused me to act certain ways with my siblings and take on responsibilities that were never mine.

Tonight I finally felt it, all of the weight I had been carrying for almost 58 years lifted off my heart. I cried so hard I scared my poor dogs. It was unreal how much I had taken on that wasn't mine to bear. I am only responsible for myself.

It was so amazing after clearing this wound I could see colors so much more intense and brighter and my actual eyesight got clearer. I could even feel my brain neuropathways healing and rerouting. As we heal our emotions our bodies change and bring in more light.

A special thanks to Aprille Joy for coming along with me during this journey as a true soul sister and friend. She has so graciously and lovingly walked beside me and held space for me as I uncovered this wound. She saw it but allowed me to process and work through the many layers. Aprille helped me more than I can ever thank her for! If you feel you are working through a deep mother wound then Aprille Joy is who you should connect with. She has a one on one healing modality that is amazing.

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