IT’S BEEN SEVEN YEARS

Today as I look at the calendar for some reason it hits me that it’s been seven years as of the end of January 2022, I have been divorced. It honestly doesn’t seem in some aspects that it’s been that long but then again when I stop and think about it. I guess a lot has really happened particularly, in my spiritual growth. If you would have told me that I was still single after seven years, I would not have believed that.

The reason that I got a divorce was because I felt like I was not receiving what I needed from my husband. I am a very affectionate and touchy-feely person and he was not. He was a good man and did not treat me poorly but this is about me not him. Right before I wrote this last paragraph it hit me square in the face that the reason for my divorce was about me and that I was not true to myself and that’s why I was not happy. If you are not happy with yourself then no one else is going to be able to make you be happy.

I recall right after we moved to Cave Spring standing on my back porch and I felt God was talking to me. I heard him say that if some things do not change when you leave here, you will leave alone. At the time, I truly did not understand what I had just heard. That is exactly what happened when I moved out in December 2014 I moved on my own.